Maybe if you notice that my eyes are meticulously lined, then you wont notice the insecurities elsewhere. Maybe if you come into my work place and you're in a bad mood, you will think that I've tried to look nice for you, the customer, so you wont treat me poorly. Maybe if I take these steps, this ritual, I'll be ready to face the innumerable outcomes of the day, because it wont really be my face that's out there.

Maybe looking this way makes me happy.

-Fleaze